Santicfied

MOVED.

2009-08-20T13:56:00.003+08:00

I'll be using
http://worldofreality.wordpress.com/
instead of this blog.

Blogspot has been giving my firefox loads of problem.
Plus it doesn't have privacy.
So i'll be using wordpress (:
But i'll not delete this blog , so do relink me.

Oh yeah , my wordpress blog can load faster
using Mozilla Firefox.
Internet Explorer will lag and take a long time.

2009-08-20T01:08:00.012+08:00

Didn't do anything much today actually.
I got a hilarious picture of Yiteng & Hong ! (:
I'm just going to relax my night away by doing meaningful things.
I'm happy to meet my love later in the morning ~

& Xiaohan , sorry k ? Didn't get to meet you up at Junction 8
Umm , tomorrow you go court , you promise to sms me when Court finish !
You better do so (:
All the best for you k , hope nothing will happen :/

Can't be bothered.

Indefinite lies

2009-08-19T02:52:00.005+08:00

I had a great day today , drank with Colin and co.
But fortunately i didn't get drunk instead i feel very light and abit
of headache only (:
Then the TWINS BROTHERS *Han & Hong *
accompanied me to Longhouse to have dinner.
Oh yeah , COLIN WAS DEAD DRUNK !
Hong said he might come and meet me at 6am later on (:
Then 7plus he'll be going to school.

Haha , but i doubt he can wakeup :/

I ended my day good (:
Quarrels ? Haha, nothing but jokes.

Don't say you love , when you don't mean it.
I'm sorry im bad , but too late.
You say you're giving up.

Extraordinary

2009-08-18T01:04:00.002+08:00

Hello People ! I've such an exciting time with the Fashion ministry outing today !
Woah , met up with Elyn , Stephanie , Sabrina , Vanessa at Fareast at 4pm.
Around 5plus , Elyn and Stephanie left then the rest of us and i waiting for
Yvonne , Ming Jian , Guo Wei , Hubert and Huiyi to come over to Fareast to start searching
stuff again man ! Omg , Guys are real shopholic nowadays !
Can you imagine how many girls actually came along with MINGJIAN to search
for hiss stuff ? His real damn picky !
But happy to say , HE REALLY GOT THE STYLE AND TASTE !
After Fareast , around 8plus went over to Isetan to have dinner.
Then 9 off to Ion Orchard to shop around.
Left home at about 10.30pm.

HAPPY TO SAY , I FINALLY MOVED INTO MY NEW HOUSE !
AND I DESIGN MY ROOOOOOOOM.
Happy :D Shall take a picture of it and upload soon !

Here's the picture of HUBERT & GUOWEI !:D
Well , i didn't have a chance to take picture with Mingjian
because he's just too busy shopping ~
Well.. i'm really short standing in the middle of the 2 'long poles' ~

Is really FUN hanging out with people of HEART OF GOD CHURCH.
& from the FASHION MINISTRY !

You just doesn't know..
The way i felt when you say all those to me on the
phone last night.
Well , it doesn't hurt much anyway (:

Borne

2009-08-17T00:03:00.006+08:00

Hello People ! I went to Dhoby Ghaut today with Ps I Love You !
Haha , before that when i was on my way there , below my block..
I saw Jeffrey , Yuhong & Mud .
Then asked Thomas to helped my buy ciggarette.
After bused down to meet psiloveyou , then trained down to Dhoby Ghaut.
Went to buy Artificial Nails and Fake Eyelashes.
Had dinner , then bused home again (:
I'm currently alone at my new house now.
Going back to my house soon as i will only be officially moving in tomorrow or Tuesday.

Had a quarrel with soembody just now , it didn't really pissed me off.
The reason being why it didn't pissed me off because , i already expect
you're lying already , so yeah (:

I'm msning now , with my dear AK Daddy, Weikiong wei ~ , Gordon shorty.
Aldric Sia & some other people !
Please luh Aldric , i type i love WEI ~ not you this stupid WEIJIAN ! :/

But my thinking change , all promises is lie.
All love love thing is all fake.
When you're in love , you can say all the things in the world.
But after all it turn out to be nothing but a lie isn't it ?
I loved you , but why must we be this way ?
It's a real shame , i never lie.
We're nothing now , we go our own ways.
That's what you said , plus i've browse through your life.
You're happy .. so yeah , i'm going off.
I'm human , i get exhuasted too.
I'm sorry for doing all these ..
I don't intend to quarrel , but there's a reason behind it.
I ask myself this ' so what if i love you ? '

New

2009-08-16T12:20:00.005+08:00

Hello People , i'm currently at my new house now ! (:
I'm officially moving in on Monday !
I havent been blogging consistantly as i was really tired after days.
Then the first thing i'll do when i reached home will be sleeping.

Well , as for yesterday August 15 .
I went to Church , was really happy and the service was cool !
Video Sermon by Pastor How !
After Service i had a great fellowship with D Zone.
Espically Abigail, Gordon and some other people.
They are really hilarious man.

Nonono

2009-08-15T14:16:00.001+08:00

So you're so find friend person luh ?
What find you out and stuff.
Afterall i'm really tired.

Fine, since this is how you wanted.
I need you no more.

Nonesense

2009-08-12T00:56:00.004+08:00

I know my love better than anyone of you.
No one can judge the person i love to be someone unkind.
Because the people that judges is also a piece of crap.
No one is perfect or neither close to perfect.
Even if you're a 'prefect'.

C'mon at that of time im still childish.
I insulted Adele that's my problem , who are you to her.
You don't even know her -.-
Haha , since when i got slap by Joel on the 10 of August ?
Go and ask Him properly what did he do , he didn't slap me at all.

And people i'm making thing clear in my blog , JOEL DIDNT SLAP ME
ON THE 10 AUGUST ! don't make me laugh , don't act like you know everything.
Somekind of weird fellow.
Go sms him yourself and see whether he got slap me anot.
So funny , i just called Joel , he don't even give a damn to somebody so childish like you.
So yeah, i don't care too . Well i never cared from the start .
Haha , i admit i was childish when i insulted Adele like months back (:
At least i learn from mistake because i know it's childish.
And i don't act smart as if i know everything.
The worse thing is when you act smart and the outcome is wrong.
Nonesense.

Well , i want this pollution to stop in my blog.
If not happy , let's talk i don't wanna be a dog.

Typical

2009-08-11T02:29:00.004+08:00

Hello earthling , i enjoyed my day with Joel (:
Went home after that and stuff.
Hahaha , i'm real happy.
Going to give school a miss and go to doctor on Tuesday !

Read something from somebody's blog.
Haha , i found it so childish to insult people in blogs.
So i wouldn't say stupid things in my blog to pollute it.
If you wanna insult , just insult right at the person face.
Don't be a imbecile and type nonesense behind the computer.
Who care's ? I can't be bothered by brainless human.
I'm not that old me to be bothered by what people say.
Because i have learn not to be such a stupid idoit and live life
in such a mediocore way like any typical human .
Persecution to me is nothing but craps (:
Grow up and expand the way of thinking.

I love you way too much to be describe and to be depicted.

2009-08-09T23:31:00.004+08:00

I'm not feeling well for the past 3 days, espically yesterday .
I was having a real bad headache at night.
Today , the headache get worse. like omg.
Celebrated Anicia's birthday with Stella and company yesterday.
All the pictures will be uploaded soon.
My headache is killing me so yeah going to sleep.

I'm having severe headache , going to get some rest soon.
& wakeup early to meet somebody that i love tomorrow :D

Your hug and kiss is what i yearn for.
Don't ever lie that you love.

Reply of comments :
Celine - thanks alot i've moved on (:
I'll be there for you too no matter what happens

Moving on

2009-08-08T11:23:00.005+08:00

7 August o9 ./

FOLLOW ME ON http://unconditionallove.onsugar.com/
Will be using onsugar.com for awhile because blogger is giving me problem.

Hello Lazybums , Bookworms , Smartie , Idoitic & every kind of People in this world (:
I'm so happy to say , i went back to Yishun !
Went to visit my Auntie & have dinner at her place. Omg, i miss her cooking alot.
After the dinner she gave me some toys she got from NDP preview.
As it is shown up in the picture , the ' love-shaped torch light ' that can change
it's light either to white or red and she gave a drumming thing to me.
It's so cute , on the top of the stick is the Mr bean toy.
The Mrbean is the one you can eat kind , the trademark.
Is so cute. Well , of course it's not for me but i'm the 'deliverer'
to send it back home to my little baby brother , he's real happy when he saw these.
When i was about to leave , I saw my cousins which is counted like my brother
were playing basketball infront of the Polyclinic basketball court.
I went over and see them play of course & i coincidently met
Weeshin , Byran , Jaseil , Huangliang over there too !
Catchup with them about their life and people i have not seen for serveral months.
Eventually they left , then my cousin they all send me to Yishun mrt
& the saddest thing is i board the train at around 12.05am and it terminates at Amk !
Then no choice , wasted my money to cab back hom from Amk back to Bishan.
Yeah , that's the end of my day (:

8August ./
Staying at home to STUDY ! :D
& Spend time with family yeah.

No boy , i've thought through.
We don't have to be this way , we're just friend.
Why don't just end our enemy heart and go on to be friend.
Like how we used to know each other from the start.

Cuts

2009-08-06T14:55:00.005+08:00

Hello People , i gave school a miss today (:
I walk in the gate and walk out with Anicia.
Slack at Sinming road awhile then go off to j8 to meet Gary.
Have Breakfast at KimSanLeng then off to buy my Carebear!!!
Thank you Gary ! :D
Is $59.90 from More than words.
It is WHITE in colour !
Oh and i bought 3 comb and gave 1 to Anicia.
Bought a Starpop too (:
Thanks Gary for buying me a pack of Ciggarate !

Singapore weather is HOT.

Thank you Gary for the carebear ! (:

Aniciaaaaa ~ (:

STARpop !

I don't bear to let you go , but i couldn't rewind the time.
I don't bear the last time i hug you tight.
You always here here when i break down and cry.
Now , where're you ?
I cut hurt myself and it bleed , to see if i still feel.
But baby , i feel nothing at all..

Replying Comments :
Ellis - Thanks (:
Weiting - Thank you dearest , you too k ? (:
Bryan - EH STOP BEING NONESENSE.
Shi lian cannot meh , still put salt on my wounds ):
Yes don't trust you also. Noisy.
Davina - Sure i'll link you up and haha yeah see you in school too.
Jiamin - Hah , because im being upset nowadays.
But no longer bah ? (: I'm fine and okay now.
Alright , i'll relinked you.

Turn away

2009-08-06T00:02:00.003+08:00

Now thanks people for all those cheering up.
& those comments on the previous post (:
I'll reply and link those that wanted to be link.

I've moved on.
I don't need anything but you to be happy.
Yeah boy , go on and love the person you want.
Goodbye.

Tkl , since you said you learn to be cruel.
Then go ahead , your promises are all broken
& is all so empty.

Breather

2009-08-03T21:57:00.006+08:00

Baby , you say you're leaving me totally from now on.
I never wanna lose you.
But i guess ....
I'm hurt. but Bye.

I'll be fine

2009-08-03T01:26:00.003+08:00

Hello People , i'm so happy to get to see Joel after 5days !
Aww , i miss him so much can ! ):
Aww , cannot meet him on Monday because of some reasons ):
But can meet on Tuesday, gotta miss him again ):
Nevermind , hehehe.

I hate myself letting it past by.
I think i can't hang on any longer.
It's better off this way baby.

Replying of comments :
Ellena - Err , 1N1 girl ? The one i met at Cheers ?
Celestine - Err .. i don't know who're you.
I can't remember maybe you come and look for me to tell me
you're Celestine ? (:
Belle - Umm , okay.
I already added you in my msn as you wished.

Sanctified

2009-08-02T01:15:00.005+08:00

I've came to realise , everything cannot return to the past anymore.
The cuts is already there, so i intend not to be back with anything (:

I just got a message from Walter and it really inspires me!
Thanks Walter, (:

Yeah , a goodbye is better.

Here i am , knowing that i'm a sinful man.
You lay down Your life , is the greatest sacrifice.
Your grace found me just as i am.
Empty handed by the light in Your hand.

Reply of comment :
Ellis - You're linked (:
Ellena - Sorry for not linking you up the previous time
you commented me, you're linked already .
By the way , you're ?
Jiamin - You're linked (:
Anicia - Thanks , you too must cheer up (:

Say Goodbye.

2009-08-01T14:31:00.004+08:00

I thought you'll miss me like that way i do.
But you don't , no baby you love me no more ,
I hate it when i view anything this is your in those social networking website.
Hate too see those comments , hate to see those conversation.

Look , sometimes i just needa move on.
I've got my pride as well.
Now tell me your story baby.

How to move on without the other side of the story ?
Maybe it's better if we don't speak at all.
Deep down inside , it cuts like a knife.
So many things just dying to say , but you just doesn't know it.
There will be no tears falling from these eyes.

Now baby , just move on.
Listen up , don't make up stories anymore.
Let the truth let you move on baby.

Yes you , Joel .. I love you always.
But sometimes we gotta say....

Complications,

2009-07-31T05:51:00.005+08:00

I love you so much baby , i come and go alone.
I don't want anyone to accompany me, i'm tired.
How can you be so cruel ?
How can you forget all about me ?
Why don't just trust me ?
Why make me break down and cry ?
Do you seriously know how much i needed you ?
If not , just let me go baby ..
I love you so much so much that it changes me.

Maybe i'm all tired of wanting you..
you say you love me ,
i say i love you.
But ... afterall what's all this ?
& i'm here all alone , being devastated ?
Will the rain bring you away and the sunshine let you stay ?
Where's the truth and false ?

Wonders,

2009-07-29T11:15:00.002+08:00

I couldn't see you for a week , i can't take it.
But i must pull along too.

I didn't went school today because i'm sick :/

I miss you so much baby,
where're you right now?
You promise to text me when you're home
but you didn't .. ):

- Reply of comments,
Rachel , You're LINKED (:
Celine , You're Linked.

Sweet.

2009-07-27T01:25:00.003+08:00

Updated,
- Ive gotten those pictures from Eileen ! (:

I'm going to pack my bag now !
Then eat Strawberry Yoghurt.
& call Joel Quah (:

Cause baby, my world revolves around you.
Sorry baby, i don't mean to lie to you.. :/

Picture's Heaven.

2009-07-26T13:11:00.008+08:00

Happy Birthday Crystal in Advance !
- Celebrate Crystal's birthday at Botanic Garden.
with.
Eileen , Rachel , Mc , Lynette , Serene , Yanting , Edwin & Xiao Han.
Let picture's do the talking !
Not going to upload all because is alot.
Will update more picture's later on when Eileen upload.

Picture's time ~

Start of the Botanic Garden,

The Beautiful Swan trying to gain attention,

Healthy Lifestyle : Playing Chata (:

Then Photo Shoot with the Tree,

Retro-ness with Lynette,

When the Sun sets, HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

Goodbye Botanic Garden.

I hate to love you , cause you sux.
& i think i've fallen for you.

2009-07-25T10:09:00.001+08:00

Nothing but a lie
Don't waste your breath ,

it's too late baby.

2009-07-22T23:52:00.004+08:00

' if you love me let me know , if you don't please gently let me go '

Is all this call love ?
or call possesive ?

Am i taken for granted ?
What should i do ?

I'm sure it is ' reverse physchology '
Someone , help me to move on.

Confusion

2009-07-22T00:59:00.002+08:00

I don't get it what am i fighting for all these while.
It all turns out to be nothing.

You hit me with your words and actions too hard.
I can't take this any longer.
Maybe this is right , that i should just scam.
So many different kind of stories revolving around my mind.
& now i hate everything that's holding me back.
Nothing is going to hold me back anymore.

I've got to do the right thing now.

So what if i love you?
What am i fighting for ?

C'mon , WAKEUP JESLIN.

Affectionate

2009-07-21T01:03:00.003+08:00

Hello Earthlings !
I no need to attend school again !
My school is kinda strict , just a mere cough or sneeze will get send home.
My teacher just called and told me to finish my course of Antic-biotic
before i can attend school ):
Aww , i'm so going to miss out alot alot.

I'm moving house in another 2 weeks time !
My dream room is coming alive ! :D

Lastly ,
Get this right Boy , i love you ONLY.
& you're all that i ever wanted , my ONLY baby.

Sweetest Goodbye,

2009-07-20T11:42:00.003+08:00

The picture above is taken by myself (:
If you understand what is JQML , then keep quiet.
I'm kinda tired right now , Mummy don't allow me to attend school
as i was really sick , suffering from bad coughing.
Hazell just ask me to meet her at Prime at 12.30pm.
Going to prepare to go out already.

I.. i really wanna give up.
You.. you're still entertaining me that you love me.
Again..& again.. you ignore my feeling.
I.. I ran out of energy to move on.
This love is not worth.. to think about it.
This love memories is not worth it.. to remember it.
This love is not worth.. to be reminisce about.
This love is not worth.. my tears.
You should.. have tell me earlier that i don't look
for hope in you.

I'm devestated, i need to have a break.
You got so many girls around already , i guess
you don't need me anymore.

Trustworthy

2009-07-20T01:08:00.005+08:00

I realise something , Facebook is totally IN !
Friendster is totally OUTDATED.
I've got nothing to blog about.
-. Currently on the phone with Joel.
-. Msning with Ryan New, Kevin Yeo , Brian Neo , Sunshine.
Planning to..
1. Editing my Livejournal.
2. Learn how to use the damn irritating Plurk thingy.
3. How to convince my mum that i cannot go school tomorrow,
i don't wanna get send home and sit at the sick bay corner for 1 hour -.-

Alright , off to get my stuff done !
Goodnight friends !

I don't like you girl , your stupid lil confession -.-

& i doesn't like you too.. why flirt with ... -.-

Urgh , i don't like it don't like it.

Relieved

2009-07-19T01:22:00.007+08:00

* I've learnt my lesson, not to trust guys again.
To avoid a heart breaks needs to go through a heartbreak.*

Went to meet Joel in the afternoon and left at around 5pm.
Went to Marina Sqaure alone and met my FZB (EileenHo)!
Then went with her and MC , Rachel , Serene , Yanting (:
Then around 9plus trained back to meet Joel only.
Reached home at around 11plus.
Have alot of nonesense talk with him, haha !
We took lots of pictures !
Pictures time !

( I look sucky in some pictures yeah ?! HAHA)

Pathetic Ending,

2009-07-16T13:32:00.005+08:00

It's over ,
I don't know what to do or even wait.
Won't be blogging often.

Edited ./
I don't know why i feel this way.
Everything on the outside seems it's over but in the inside is not.
I wanted things to go back to the past , but how to ?

Now that i doesn't trust anything anymore.
I guess i should let you go, baby.
our second month is just tomorrow , 17july.
It's so obvious we ain't fated.
Let's not play this game anymore , im quitting it.
& yes i lose.
I love you and i always do , but sometimes there's thing that just needed to be let go.
All i wish now , is you to be happy always and always.
Because i couldn't ask you stay this time.
Let you go.

If this is more than love , we'll be back together once again.
I love you.

心碎还要逞强
没有人比我更疼你告诉你在每个想你的夜里我哭的好无力
求求老天淋湿我的双眼冰冻我的心让我不再苦苦奢求你还回来我身边
( My heart is broken yet i need to put up a strong front
let me tell you nobody dote on you more than i do
and every night when i misses you
i cry my heart out till i couldn't breath
then i pray to God to harden my heart to
stop me from pleading you to come back to my side )

Face of the Earth,

2009-07-15T01:10:00.003+08:00

As i run this journey on my own , i fall and never get up.
As i play this melody , i flink and missed.
As i strolled through the monsoon , i break down and cry.
As i walk through the sight of the breaking dawn,
my brian start anew & refreshed to think though lifes.
Victory is what i get at the end of the day ,
but i'm gonna Lose for decades without You.
For i'm attratcted to the world.

I pray now , that victory will stand by me at the end
of each and everyday.

The ultimate love of all mankind , You.

BITCH.

2009-07-12T23:58:00.003+08:00

Adele , you not happy come infront and tell me.
Don't need to write my things in your blog and put private.
Such a dog isn't it ?
You got all the ways to communicate with me.
I insulted you like mad on my previous post.
But true , you quite poor thing.
You just fucking stop writing about me and i will
stop your FAMOUS name in my blog(:
HAHA.

I don't like it this way, everything feels so sucky.
because all feels like a lie and ignorance,
to the reality of the earth that i run.
Still the pain struck me each and everytime the thunder roars.
It kept me in suspense , my heart is falling.
It's gonna disappear in a gush of wind.
I always hope all my suspection was unreal.
But each and everytime is a truth i hate to know.

Worse than dogs,

2009-07-11T14:26:00.003+08:00

I saw somebody's blog writing about my baby.
You're seriously a bitch , you got boyfriend and yet deny.
The reason you denied wasn't because you were afraid of your parents to find out.
Is so that you can tell other guy you love them -.-

Fuck it , i hate it man , you this kind of bitch.
So what if your blog is private ?
I can log in , don't ask me why.

You're the bitch , bitch bitch bitch.
Slut -.-
You fucking deserve to be deleted away.
You wondered why , because you're a slut a liar.
You better don't effing sms him , if not i won't let you off.

If you wonder who i'm talking about.
I'm saying ADELE.

Appreciated.

2009-07-08T22:06:00.003+08:00

I felt so loved by my Baby.
He picked up from school again today (:
But this time i was being called to counselling.
Then he waited for half-anhour luckily he got friends around.

I love spending time with my Baby alone.
In my eyes, nothing is my beautiful than to see just Him.
Each and everytime , i fall deeper for you.
I don't know how long can we last, but i hope it'll last long.
There's no such thing as forever, but at least there's Moments.

I'm going to read soon (:
Smsing with baby right now.

Love.

2009-07-08T00:39:00.000+08:00

I don't feel right at all.
All the words you said kept lingering around my mind.
This feeling sux.

Beginning of Happiness [L]

2009-07-07T02:08:00.004+08:00

Hello Earthlings , went to ktv with Baby,
Rongjie , Jasmine , Benny , Anicia & Zafran today.
Went to Bishan Party World.
Had alot of fun today , so happy (:

But the saddest thing is, my ciggarate need to be crush
due to the police screening -.-
But lucky , crush it once only so still have quite alot of fliter left.
From 14 sticks become 5 sticks.
Lost the lighter Baby buy for me also ):
All the police fault !!

But something i needa be happy about,
is that i no need to bring my Nokia E71 to Nokia Care Center
to get my phone camera fixed :D
It's fixed already , by itself ! HoHo.
HAPPYHAPPY.
Plus My w910i the camera also not bad :D
That's the result why i got 6 photos upload today.

Woah, on the phone with Baby right now.
Gotta upload those pictures in my Friendster
& go to sleep , if not he's going to be angry ~

At the break of dawn every single day,
My love flows through it

2009-07-06T01:04:00.002+08:00

This was taken 2 days back,
I wouldn't be uploading pictures often because my phone drop inside
the toilet bowl -.-
Camera spoil , will be taking it to Nokia Care Center on Tuesday.
Poor Nokia E71 ):

This 2 days wasn't having a good time , so each and everytime
i wanted to blog something happy , argument will start
then end up with don't feel like blogging and feel like blogging bad stuff.
Pardon me.

Will be going to ktv with Baby and friend later on in the afternoon.
& I love Joel Quah Min Liang alotalot.
it'll be true this time

Procrastination

2009-07-04T13:51:00.004+08:00

Went out to Fareast and Bugis with Stella (:
Met up with Claudia and Xiaokit at Bugis.
The reflection pictures , it shows that my handphone
is w910i , my old phone -.-
Because my E71 drop inside the toilet bowl cannot take picture.
Sadded, ):

Love Joel.

2009-07-04T01:07:00.003+08:00

TIRED AND CONFUSE.
NO MOOD TO BLOG AT ALL , TOMORROW THEN BLOG OR SOMETHING

Bleed

2009-07-03T09:22:00.002+08:00

I'm currently in School.
Nothing much to do , i'm freaking tired and bored.
Smsing smsing smsing (:

I'm so confuse , i needed you.
But it seems like we have already ended.
Maybe , i should just face the fact that you're gone ?
Are still here or already left ?
In a midst of desperation , but still i can't open my mouth to ask.
I want to see you, still i couldn't send you a text just to ask to meetup.
I want to hear you , but i couldn't dial your number.
I'm waiting for you , but how long ?
Or am i suppose to just tell myself , this is it.
He's already gone ?

What can i dobut to hold myself ?
I'm feeling real terrible and upset.
Please anyone , don't talk to me at all , i've got no mood for that.
I don't wanna give you up , but can i ?
How to hold a day without seeing you ?
This pain is falling deeper in me.
I'm hurt to the core.
Even my hatred increase.

Fuck it,
I hate the feeling of this.
Yes , i know you're no longer here.

2009-07-02T23:47:00.001+08:00

Updated./

I'm having a fever, 38.6 degree celcuis.
No wonder i'm having bad headaches and throw up just now.

This is bad , i'm sick ):
But will you care ?

New Start

2009-07-02T21:58:00.003+08:00

Whatever you focus on grows.
I don't wanna live this life wasting it away.
I got to love to treasure time and character since i value it.
I always say to love people , but i didn't
The power of love , is the strongest in all mankind.
I don't waste my life and emotions away.
i wouldn't make myself upset anymore (:
I switch my focus to other things so that it won't grow and instead fade away.
live this life to love.
To make salvation on it is the best thing to do now.
I got to love what im doing not wasting it away.
I'm not loving what i'm doing right now so i'm going to do what i love to do
from now on , no one can stop me.
Salvation is what i want to hear at the end of the day.

I'll be having a second number and not using my 8163____
because i don't want people to affect my mood (:
the second number will be given to Hogc and some outside friends of mine.

Withlove

2009-07-01T23:32:00.002+08:00

Early afternoon , went out to meet somebody.
Then went to meet Baby at around 4plus.
Left his house about 7 going 8pm.
Mummy came to fetch to Junction 8 and bought me
Clothes , shoes and cosmetics (:
Lastly , all my junk food ! HoHo !
Going to study soon,
& waiting for my baby to sms me.
Goodbye,

Everything seems wrong , it feels like there's no love between us.
Everytime i tried to talk with you , my tongue went tied.
I think it has ended , or maybe i'm just thinking too much.

I think i love you, those kiss those hug, j.

Early Morning

2009-07-01T08:57:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling so bored -.-
Wake up so early just to do stupid e learning thingy -.-
Take like 15minutes to log in, so ... argh !

I wannna sleep , but got to complete chinese assginment at 9am !
I miss Joel ):

Photo

2009-06-30T23:50:00.007+08:00

The beginning of the day :

After school ends :

Beginning of the day :
Stanley , Ivan & Darian planning how to disturb me.
In the end , i took their unglam pictures.
Espically Darian !

After School :
Baby came to outside my school and fetch me <3
Mummy came to drive me home.
Went home to change and have lunch then
went to library to return books & then went to Baby's house.
Take my ciggarate then cab down to meet Hazell (:
Meet her at around 5pm meet until 7pm plus !
Then bused back to Baby house area to meet him.
Slack with him and Zafran until 10plus then bused home.

Currently waiting for my maid to make my Mayo Egg Sandwhich !
I'm hungry in the middle of the night,
Waiting for Baby to finish his game and call me(:

P.s I feel so warm and love when you hug and kiss

School

2009-06-30T11:49:00.003+08:00

Heyo People, i'm currently in school now.
It's maths lesson and teacher brought us to the computer lab to do nothing.
I'm so bored , tried to log in msn but it kept signing in and never sign in.
So i decided to blog(:

In school , all the way is either paying attention to taecher teachings
or missing Joel Quah like crazy !
I'm feeling so lost without him around,
with him around i don't know how to react.
Everything seems so wrong with me, words can't describe.

Shall end here and update when im home later on at night,
& FINALLY ABLE TO LOG IN MSN !
Off to msning PEOPLE ! & listening to my ipod nano !

Apple Rocks

2009-06-29T23:00:00.010+08:00

School is rather FUN today ! :D

Oh man , i'm so excited ! My mother just get me an Apple Ipod Nano purple in colour !
Exactly the same from the above picture !!
I'm so happy , i finally have my own IPOD NANO !
Then she got me new set of Keyboard and Mouse !
I LOVE MUMMY (:

I used about 2hours to get all my setup done with my IPOD !
I was really busy with it.
I needa to go bath now and study !

I think this time , i give up alot of you
in the inside.

Life God People

2009-06-29T02:01:00.004+08:00

Love life , Love God , Love people !
That's what i live according to every single day of my life.
Hahaha , i'm happy with people already.
Comfort by God.
I value life , i value people i value character.
Everyday i ask myself what i life upon ?
That's all the answer i get.

I think living life , you don't have to be there to get upset with things all the time.
Time can heal , He can heal everything.
Hurts is just another thing in life , that changes each personal human enviroment.
Their believe when they got hurt change.
But for me , i don't care what hurts.
I live life to love & i live with values.
That's me :)
I got nothing to hide, i'm a Christian and i love God alot.
I know i have bad habits, i'm going to kick it.
Because i finally learn to value what i value.

I don't need people that don't open their hearts to love me.
Because , when i open it and it was force to open by itself.
I hate it when people treated my unfairly with the attidute i treat them.
I'm not a fool , you can hide behind your stories.
I tell myself , i'll be doubly okay with the.... of yours .
Life's is a bitch , don't become one.
When you don't become one and live well with Him.
Life is as beautiful as bright as rainbows.

2009-06-28T03:06:00.003+08:00

I think i'm really as blur as a sotong, can you imagine bringing all your maths
book and homework , without bringing culculator ?!
End up , doing nothing with it but carrying it around as heavy as stones? -.-
Hahah , I DID IT.
In the afternoon i studied for 3 hours in revising of maths.
Then just now i used 2 hours to finish 42 maths questions.
Which mean i still got 58 more maths questions to complete !!
I'm only left with 1 day , i believe i can do it !!!! :D
Whenever i think that school is going to reopen , i feel like fainting ):
Nevermind , i shall study hard !

On the phone with baby now , i was blogshopping before i blogged.
But at least i finish my 42 questions first then blogshopping !
Okay , i'm going to checkout facebook for like 10 minutes.
Go and smoke or something and going to die on my bedddd (:
The picture above is I and Baby , but is overdued!

I love you JoelQuahMinLiang,

- I saw everything you wrote in your blog,
all the best for you friend,

2009-06-27T12:25:00.001+08:00

I'm so bored , i just finish editing my blog colours (:
Haha , Baby haven't wake up yet ):
I think i surf the net too long already , time to go and study.
Wait for baby wake up then go his house , loves.

Joel's

2009-06-27T00:23:00.004+08:00

Was with Baby and Zafran at Junction 8, then went to Cafe Cartel
to find my Mummy , Baby brother (: & my maid.
Eat dinner there with them.
Hahaha, nothing much after that !
Went back to look for baby they all only (:

I realise baby , i love you so much
So much that i'm so blinded in you , it seems like no one can replace you.
You gave me warm hugs , making me feel so save in you.
Your loves overwhelms me each time we have a closer.

But it irks me whenever we quarrel.

2009-06-26T01:57:00.004+08:00

Went out at 5.30am today , cab to find baby.
Reached home at around 11.30pm

I needa a bang haircut ! :D

P.s , now that you decided to give up , i'm happy for you.
good not to hang on any longer , live your life well.
we may not talk after this , but i still wish everything's good for you ,
takecare,

Ohmymama,

2009-06-25T02:46:00.002+08:00

Updated./

THIS AIN'T GOOD AT ALL !
I waited baby to end his show for 2 hours !
Finally ended , he was smsing me half way 10minutes ago !
And he didn't reply already , i called and his phone disconnected.
Which means.... HIS PHONE BATTERY FLAT ! ): ): ): ): ): ):
GONNA MISS BABY EVEN MOREMOREMOREMORE AGAIN ! ): ): ):

Joel Joel Joel Joel Joel Joel Joel Joel Joel Joel Joel Joel Joel Joel !
Joel Joel Joel Joel Joel Joel Joel Joel Joel Joel Joel Joel Joel Joel Joel Joel !

What can i do ?
But to wait for him to reach home ?....

It's okay , i love you too much ! :D

Nothing can replace you i suddenly realise , I fall for you deeper and deeper..
But boy , do you love me as much as i love you ?
Or boy , am i your only love in your heart or there's somebody else ?
These questions keep tugging at my heart always always..

2009-06-25T00:05:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling so bored right now.
I wanna study but don't feel like studying at all.
I don't know what to do , baby(: is watching Transformer at Amk Cathay now.
Cannot sms with him, ):
He will only finish the movie like 2.25am !
2 hours to go man !

I think i should go study now !
Bye lovelies,

I miss Joel Joel Joel Joel Joel Joel Joel Joel Joel Joel
Joel Joel Joel Joel Joel Joel Joel Joel Joel Joel Joel Joel Joel !

I need you loving hands to come and pick me up , baby. ♥

Fairytales

2009-06-24T01:35:00.003+08:00

Mood : Unexplanable joy
Song : Love to be loved by you - Marc Terenzi

The best sentence for today , for tomorrow , for eternity.

* When the moon is visible , the night is reaching midnight.
When you were about to leave me eternally..
& You were lying down on my thigh.

*With tears trickling down,
I ask ' Boy , even though we ain't together anymore but
could you still come and look for me after school ? '
You said , ' Yes'
Again I say ' Request for one more thing can I ?
Can i hug you once everytime i saw you outside school ? '
You said ' Yes , even more then once'
( I was momentarily shock )
Then i said ' HUH ? '
He said ' I'm always going to be here , not going anywhere anymore.
Silly girl stop crying , i'm not leaving you.'
Followed by a kiss.

I don't know how to tell you that i love you more than life.
Yes Baby , is you Joel.
I love you so much so much..
& i love to be loved by you, ♥

Lovelove,

2009-06-23T01:36:00.003+08:00

Around evening , Claudia lovelove suddenly call me ask me go down Fareast with her.
Went down with her , buy her clothes , shop around.
Have dinner at Mogu-mogu , not nice at all please.
Called Baby at around 8.50pm , he at Cine so went over to find him.
Met him awhile , 15minutes or less than that (:
Nevermind , i also happy already .
Then he went to watch movie with friends.
Manage to hug and kiss him {:
Went off to shop around at Cine with Lovelove , then went to an acceries shop.
Bought 4pairs of earing for $3.80
Bus back to Yishun with lovelove to look for my mum.
Then off home sweet home !

I love my boyfriend ,no matter what.
i love your hugs and kisses , because everytime it felt so warm with your
arms around my waist , your kiss felt so sweet.
Each and everytime we touch , keeps my heart stills.
I promise , after a long tiring day , is so great to be embrace by you deep
telling me ' baby , i miss you'
Love,

Losing end,

2009-06-22T12:24:00.001+08:00

I don't like nightmares , every single morning i wake up.
You started to crawl into my mind , when i closes my eyes .
All i see is you but is all negatives stuff.
It's making me break down , i don't know what to do .
No matter how strong i stand in my own , i don't know how to deal with every morning.
I can't go on like this , don't crawl on my mind anymore.
Please , please..
It's driving me insane.

Even though many images didn't happen in real life , but what's making me break down.
Is that it feels like thouse images will come alive one day.
I love you , i love you , when will you understand ?

Updated./

2009-06-22T02:24:00.002+08:00

HOHO ! I realise something ,
people always ponders over negatives. But something just hit me,
NO IM NO LONGER GOING TO FEEL HURT.
What for ? Waste my time only
Live to be DIFFERENT !
Don't be typicals , always pondering over things that makes yourself upset !
No use , think about it.
Ain't i right ? :D

Thanks to those buddies talking to me about this ! (:
Yeah , 1 you 2 you 3 you & 4 you !
I love all 4 of you !
Z , A , H , G

Withlove, (:

Breather

2009-06-22T01:21:00.002+08:00

I went home early , but im only able to use computer like 30minutes ago !
Because my dad's using it , haha.
I was busy watching some Million star singing competition thingy ! :D

By the way , i'm not going to use friendster often.
Somethings i see already , i seriously get very angry and i don't wish to get myself hurt (:
Yup , will be using friendster and twitter !
Why use twitter ?
To keep track of what Pastors is doing and Leaders ! :D

I need a little breather, im so tired.
Everything is crashing me , but im standing still.
Everytime everytime , it's cutting me deeper.

' i don't believe , you build me up and throw me like an old abandon house.'

2009-06-21T00:57:00.001+08:00

Updated./

AWW , I read Pastor How and Pastor Lia twitter !
Everything ! :D
Oh my mama , Pastors so cool !
I'm missing Pastors like mad ):
CAN'T WAIT FOR PASTORS TO COME BACK NEXT WEEKEND!
I love PASTORS alotalot.

Love.

2009-06-21T00:03:00.005+08:00

Yes ! It's Colin Chia !
I love my Leader & Effects head !

Service with Pastor Troy Marshall is so powerful.
I learn alot through is powerful sermon.
Worship was cool with the song ' The Stand'
Yes , i have fun hanging out with my Brothers & Sisters.
Of course , with my leaders !
Yeah ! I saw Jianfan and Yongsing too :D
Have a great time talking to them about life !
Talk soon man !

Over here.
I would like to say , Thanks Colin !
You're so great , you teach me alot in spritually and in life.
You taught me effects and the heart of doing effect.
You're such a great and loving leader to me.
Thanks for doing all this in my life !
& YES ! We're going to grow in God together and as a Ministry.
I love you Leader , Pastor How & Pastor Lia & ultimately God :D

I miss Pastors ): It's okay , i shall find them in Twitter !
& Shall see them next weeeek !

Oh yeah , i needa visit a doctor , i'm coughing my lungs out.

'i'll stand with arms high and heart abandon
in awe of the one who give it out ,
So i'll stand my soul Lord to You surrender all '

2009-06-20T12:33:00.003+08:00

I live life to my fullest now.
Nobody can stop me from my conviction of going to Church.
This world can NEVER win my heart.
HoHo.

Combine service , 5pm-7pm
with Pastor Troy Marshall !
Life changing experience ! Be there!

Roadmaps & Revelation

2009-06-20T01:51:00.004+08:00

Proudly presents,D1 !
-> Wanting , Cherie , Nicholas , Alvin, Abigail , Benjamin,Walter , Me , Denise.

First thing i wanna talk about today.
I realise my Mum bought a real cool toothpaste ! It's lime and lemon flavour !
Okay, i'm being random but seriously the toothpaste taste real nice.

2nd thing, Heart of God Church is a real home.
As i went back , i saw so many faces i miss so much.
Ryan New the receptionist , Ivan my leader , Colin my great leader !
Vick , Kaye , Benjamins all my good buddies.
It just hit me and wake me up.

I'm feeling so happy and peaceful in the inside when i saw them ! :D
By the way...
Zone D1 People are so cool man !
Look at me in that picture , hoho :D
Service was so powerful but i needa leave halfway to meet some friends.
Yup , don't worry i'm coming back.
People there are so cool to be honest , so real always full of love.
No such things as you dislike this person or that.
Seeing them , they never fails to make me smile and laugh from my heart.
I went in crying , come out smiling (:

3rd thing,
I don't find a point why must i feel so upset,
I still needa carry on and move on in life , i don't see anything in the future.
So for what must i be upset for ?
Only in Him , where future are clear like glistering water.

JESLIN! is time to wake up and stop getting upset !
YOU CAN DO IT ! YOU CAN DO IT !
MOVE ON MAN. Read books , worship , fellowship & many more to go.
DECISION I MAKE , OH MAN LIFE'S GONNA BE EXCITING !

John 8.32
' you shall know the truth and the truth shall set You free'

Life's changing lyrics,
Parachute band , Precious Jesus
: You came to me , with open arms paid the price.
In troubled times , i'll see the light.
When i'm lost , when i'm lost ,
You're the path , lead me on.
In You i see , all that i can be.

Screwed

2009-06-19T00:26:00.002+08:00

I screwed up everything with my boy.
I'm so tired to even feel anything, im feeling real normal.
Nevermind , i'm okay.
Some parts of a song lyrics , i think is great .

A thousand times I fall still Your mercy remains.
The art of losing myself in bringing You praise.
You above all else , my purpose remains.
Everlasting , Your light will shine when all else fades.
Never ending , Your glory goes beyond all fame.
My heart and my soul i give You control,
Consume me from the inside out,
Let justice and praise become my embrace.
To love You from the inside out.

I'm a lousy girlfriend, what more to say when i saw all this ?

Gone

2009-06-18T10:29:00.004+08:00

All the plans are gone, wth ._.
Forget it , i'm fine with anything !
No more Plaza Sing with boyf. forget it , i'm going alone !
I'm so freaking bored now , doing nothing ):
Who can tell me why everything turns out like that ?
Apathetic-ness ain't cool at all .

I got a photo with my Baby Brother ♥

I think many of you didn't know i have a baby brother ? (:
He's only 2 and a half year old , going 3 this year (:
So cute isn't it ? HoHo.

I'm going library & coffee bean soon , alone.

The end
- I can't move on with you around,holding you till our time is up.
I see my vision burn , i feel my memories fade with time.
Too many people to ache over,
♥

!st Month !

2009-06-17T22:25:00.002+08:00

Happy 1 month anniversary with Baby [L]
♥

People i'm back from chalet ! :D
So fun with baby around oh.
This chalet is reallly great , but we didn't take pictures. ):

Currently , im doing nothing but smsing with Baby ♥
Going Plaza Sing with baby tomorrow !
So happy and excited yeah.

The end

2009-06-15T00:11:00.001+08:00

Jeslin completed the quiz "Awesome, Non-n00b "What Pokemon Are You?" Quiz" with the result Volbeat.

Type: Bug You are a genius. All else falls to the wayside when it comes to your studies. Mind is most important to you and learning as much as you can and reading as many books as possible is your path to happiness in life. You may not have the best social skills but it doesn't matter because you know the capital of Nebraska and how many casualties there were in the War of 1812. You are going to make a lot of money and have a very comfortable life but you will still hold grudges about being picked on in Middle School and that's what explains the fact that you are a recluse. You have more faith in books than in your fellow man, you've been hurt and you lack trust in many things... you can't think your way out of everything but damn it you'll try! Read on!.

Omg , is so damn damn damn true ! :D

I won't be posting for 3days i guess.
I'll be in chalet (:
My boyf. and clique and i open !

I love Joel Quah Min Liang to the very max,
He's my sweetest baby. Loveyou.
Is so good seeing you 24/7 for 2 days.

2009-06-14T02:12:00.002+08:00

HoHo, I don't really know what to blog about.
Just super duper boring , don't know what to do .
I got a few things keep having a war in my mind.
1. This world is so fucking unfair
2. Should i just stop fucking hanging on
3. No No , im just upset and i needed a break
somehow.
That's life !!

withlove,

Unappreciated.

2009-06-10T23:26:00.003+08:00

I'm being neglected.

How i wish , you'll be holding me tight whenever i breakdown.
I remember , i have a friend...

This friend will hug me when i cry , kiss me when i go crazy..

Be there for me when im down.

Talk to me when i can't get thing right myself.

Accompany me when i want to pon school.

Always with me, & cared for me.

Now , where're you ?

I never pen down my love story like how i used to do.
So what if i love you so much , it still doens't make a different , baby.

2009-06-10T18:33:00.003+08:00

Helllllo people , i decided to blog early since i got nothing to do !
I have been reading this book call the Broken Chords . It's rather interesting !

I realised , love isn't just a one person giving in then it'll work out.
The person that kept giving in will get worn out and tired one day too.
One day the person will burst and give up .
Slowly , love turns into nothing .
Nevermind , i'm just crapping my day along.
Nothing to do and i forgoteen my livejournal account password !
Oh my mama ):

OH YEAH PEOPLE , I can't go for the 15th june clubbing yeah !
So sorry , don't keep asking me yeah (:

Stick up stick up stick up, touch the ceiling baby ~ (:

2009-06-10T01:17:00.004+08:00

Went Yishun library today (:
Meetup with Auntie !!!!

Saw Weikiong at Northpoint , Shiying was there too !! <3

Borrow 3 books !

Went to blk 604 meet Karwei , took lots of pictures.

But lazy to upload yeah , :/

MEET UP WITH BABYYYYYYYYYYYY ! ! ! !

I miss JOEL QUAH SO MUCH ! :D
FINALLY CAN SEE HIM AFTER 3DAYS HE'S OVERSEAS !

I bought baby a Ciggarate box (:

The first thing i saw baby , is to hug him tight and say i miss you so much .

Bused home after 45minutes with him.

I'm missing baby now.

Joel Quah , i miss you alot alot and i love you to the very max.

I don't know how to put in actions but i'll try my best ?

Dancing is my life , Clubbing/Claudia is my wife , Joel is my love !
If Nothing went wrong , my love for you always stays.

Unexplainable.

2009-06-09T14:38:00.001+08:00

Why must all this happen ?
Why am i feeling so down ?

I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT THE FUCK IM THINKING.

EVERYTHING'S WRONG WITH MY BRIAN!

High

2009-06-08T23:12:00.003+08:00

Went clubbing with Claudia (:
last night yeah.

She brought , Joeson & Kimleng alonggggg , then went there.

Saw so many people , hahahaha !
Have fun dacing at St. James manzxzxzx.

Stayover at my Grandma house at Yishun (:

Reached there at around 4.30am (:

Met up with Weikiong , then he went to meet Yvonne (:

Saw alot of people.

HAhahahha , all the old familiars faces.

Clubbing pictures will be uploaded soon yo !

Baby is coming back to Singapore tomorrow !! {:

I dance my sorrows away, that's nobody bloddy hell business

Thank you Hazell , for sending me offline care messages (:

& Weiting (:

Walls of Misses,

2009-06-07T10:46:00.002+08:00

Hello Humanity (:
I'm missing my baby Joel Quah Min Liang !!

He went to malaysia early morning at around 6am , ):
Will only be back to Singapore at 9June , Tuesday.

Not sure what time .... i don't care , i miss baby alot alot alot ! ):

Will be spending time with friends today , (:

No matter what , i hate you because you're a bitch.

Even though he called you baby , you don't have to call him baby too.

who the fuck you think you are to him now ?

Just an ex girlfriend , im his girlfriend.

Fuck , i shouldn't be nice to you at all.

2009-06-06T00:58:00.003+08:00

Let's blog in point form !

1. Meetup with Claudia {: to fareast to buy her Clubbing top.

2. Xiao Kit went to find us at 7pm
3. Trained back to Bishan to buy Cig.

4. Went to arcade.

5.Meetup with baby.

6. Ruihong , Benny , Zanfran & someone i don't know the name was there.

7. Ruihong talks all day , making everyone burst into laughter.

The end.

Sorry baby, it's never too late to make it right.

More to an Egg

2009-06-04T23:28:00.003+08:00

LIVE JOUNRAL IS A DIFFERENT POST.
IF YOU WANNA READ 2 DIFFERENT POST FROM MINE BUT SAME DAY.

LOG ON TO JESLIN-HOGC.LIVEJOURNAL.COM :D

OH YA , I WENT TO JOG WITH MY PARENTS !

BISHAN PARK , BUT RUN 1KM I'M DEAD !

I WILL CONTINUE TO WORK HARD IN RUNNING ! :D

To be honest , i think i am like a Carrot mixed with Egg flavoured soup.
why? * read on.

Before the Carrot have been boiled , it went in strong , hard and unrelenting.

But after it's boiled it soften and become weak.

Before the Egg have been boiled it was fragile , it's thin outer shell had protected it's liquid interior. But when it was boiled , it became hardened in the inside.

What do you think you're ?

Are you a carrot that seems strong, but with pain and adversity do you wilt , and become soft and lose your strength ?

Are you an Egg that starts with a malleable heart, but changes with the heat?
Did you have a fluid spirit, but after a death, a breakup, a financial hardship or some other trial, have you become hardened and stiff?
Does my shell look the same, but on the inside am I bitter and tough with a stiff spirit and hardened heart?

When thing happens , i just hardened my heart.

After i break down and loses all my strength

2009-06-04T11:28:00.001+08:00

I'm so sad ,

I miss my baby Joel Quah Min Liang.

I'll be going to library and meet Lynn later .

Baby , i love you.

Deepest Dedication,

2009-06-03T13:45:00.004+08:00

你总爱编织谎言
我负责配合表演
所有改变只为了进入你的世界
这情节重复了一百遍
才发现是你的心太远

不自觉爱到不敢冒险
成了你的傀儡一年两年
才看见我有多狼狈

爱到妥协到头来还是误解
抱着你不让你飞历史不断重演
我好累爱到妥协也法无将故事再重现
你也想退后一点我躲在我的世界

我不想再为你掉泪
我了解不会再仍在徘徊
开始自己的明天

All the words highlighter in red , breaks my heart.
It's all the reality happening in my life,
Everything breaks , when you're changing for the worse.

2009-06-03T01:28:00.004+08:00

Went to cut hair at Yishun today .
I know is not much different, i only cut my fringe and trim my hair.

After that , Mum drive me to 111 to meet Kimleng first.

We slack awhile then went over to 132 to find Claudia ! <3

Go down her taiji with a bitch that flirt her boyf.

We wait there for around 1hour 30minute the bitch never come down -.-

Wth , what a dog.

Saw Qiuyun tooooooo (:

Even saw my primary school mate Wenwei.

Then Kimleng and i went to Khatib to meet some other friends.

Around 11.20pm go take train back to Bishan to meet Baby !!! :D

met him for less than 10minutes then bus home.

Something bad happen.

I'm in a real bad mooddd.

IM NOT GOING TO LET SHITS POLLUTE MY HEAD.

I remember the song , stars.

2009-06-02T01:17:00.002+08:00

I can't get to sleep without seeing your smile.

I toss around the bed , trying to get to sleep but always fail to.

I might get a lil petty and unreasonable at times,but that's not gonna change my love for you.

I always love you, though each argument cuts me deeper.

When my soul crashes , you're the only mender.

Every cuts get deeper , the love get deeper too.

When you're worried , i'm worried too.

When your relatives are sick , i'll be worrying like the way you do.

You lives in me.

I wrote down in my dairy with a magic pen , it does have a eraser.

But when there's love within the words, no matter how hard you rub against those words.

The eraser will erase nothing away.
The kiss will bind us together.

Even if i were to say a thousand time i love you,it wouldn't be enough.

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着

Afresh

2009-06-01T13:34:00.003+08:00

I love Joel.

I deleted my previous post again.
I got myself another blogging spot ,
http://www.jeslin-hogc.livejournal.com/

I might continue to post here (: